It has been just a bit over 11 months since David died. What a journey!

When a person loses their beloved of many years an unraveling and reweaving happens. Slowly and not always in one direction. I have had to find my footing in a new way and learn how to walk this new way. It is not finished but I can feel its beginning now. I am guessing it began a long time ago but I could not feel it. It made little sense.

People have asked me how long I will keep this website going. I do not know that answer yet but here I am writing to you once again, whoever you are.

People have also asked me if I will lead another retreat. That is going to happen this coming Rosh Ha Shana. I did not think it would until a retreat center offered me an option of 5 days starting the 5th of September. As soon as that date was said I knew I would do it. I met David September 5th in 1975. Then it was the second day of Rosh HaShana and neither of us knew it. I felt it was him saying yes to the retreat center manager and I was so willing to do it. So a new beginning is happening. And it feels right.